To this day my son and I do not talk, nor have we had the opportunity to sit down and talk to each other and share our
feelings about one another. Benjamin made it clear he wanted no part in my life and I respected that enough to
leave his Ohio and return back to Florida.
I still cry myself to sleep at night and fight to pull my self out of the bed to face the world every morning, it
is pretty hard to do when everything you been living for denies you and dismisses you like a stray dog. I thank
God for my mother who is my strenght and every ounce of love that I know inside me. She has cried my
tears and lived my pain. I have never overcome the loss of my son, through my mothers love, I am the most gentle, kind,
caring and loving person. She is the one thing I have, while very sick I do not know how I will cope once she passes on.
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