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Good-bye"
You were my sunshine the very reason for my every breath,
Now this situation has become a nightmare and drained me of all I had left,

The words from your mouth "I don't want anything to do with her" haunt me every night
Every morning I awake I ask myself if he don't want anything to do with you why do you still fight?

The answer is I fight this battle because I love you -always have this I want you to know
But it is you who refuses to let our mother and son natural bond flourish and grow,

I waited so long for so many years to see your sweet beautiful face,
For you to only "shoe me away" as if I am a total disgrace,

From day one I wouldn't give up, looked for you and even wrote letters over the years,
Incomplete without you my every day full of routinely tears,

For almost 17 years my life has been nothing but hurt anger and despair,
I would have done or gave anything just to have you near,

When you see me in passing you walk right past me like I don't even exist,
Not one word from your mouth even a simple hello, because of this I can no longer persist,

I love you son but it is now time for me to move on,
Time to live life for me, time to except that you are gone,

I've let my whole life past me by because it revolved around you and only you,
You have spoken your peace and there is nothing else that I can do,

I can no longer live in your shadow, I have to fly, I must spread my wings,
It's time to open the door to my life now and see what it may bring,

I know that you might not understand that you are full of anger and that you are hurt and mad,
Even so, I would or could never treat the person whom gave me life so bad,

Trying to have me thrown is jail hurts  more than the day I gave you birth,
As if that wasn't enough I am now being sues for my net worth,

I know it is them who are doing all of these things, but still so with your support,
You've had say in this which could have made them think twice or even abort,

The Lord tells me not to judge and that all of this I should forgive,
That after all is said and done I will still want and love you as long as I live,

It is sad that on this earth we are not mother and son or even friends,
But I trust in the Lord that in Heaven our relationship will began,

I can no longer withstand all this selfishness full of anger and lies,
So it is to you my son I have to now let go and say good-bye,

I hope you understand as grow older all that has been done was out of love,
I wanted you to  know growing up you was always wanted and loved by us and thought of,

I never wanted you to think for one time that you were not wanted,
Because you father and I did all we could and for you we hunted,

We waited all these years for so very long to be with you and to rejoice,
We wanted you to know this whole adoption was never that of our choice,

I wish I could burn your tattooed name right off the side of my neck,
Every time I look in the mirror you still reflect,

Now I must ask the Lord to take every last part of you out of my heart,
Because living with out you tears me all apart,

I will beg him to get you out of my soul, mind and my brain,
Because having you there and not in my life is driving me insane,

I can no longer live with these lies, pain and regret,
The only way I can move on is you I must forget,

It will be so hard the worst thing in my life I have ever thought and done,
I will have to leave Ohio so again into you I will not run,

I will now morn for you my son, because to me you are dead,
It is the only way I know how my love to end this dread,

May the Lord watch over you and you he always protect,
While I pray you will never be full of this kind of  pain and reject


                 Written By: Angel Marie Laurel Hale

These songs are dedicated to my son and reflects my feelings and or what I am going through, some words may be changed by me to get an better understanding. I love you Ben and nothing or no one can change that. This first song is the most important to me, pretty much word for word.  

3 DOORS DOWN
Here Without You
 
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies had made me colder
And I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that had separate
They disappeared now when I was dreaming of your face

Im here without you Benjamin but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you Benjamin and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you Benjamin but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight son its only you and me

The days just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello 
This  life without children is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

Im here without you Benjamin but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you Benjamin and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you Benjamin but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight son its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love

Im here without you Benjamin but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you Benjamin and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you Benjamin but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight son its only you and me

Im here without you Benjamin but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you Benjamin but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight son its only you and me

CREED
With Arms Wide Open
 
Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I closed my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, take him by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he's not like me
I hope he understands
That he can take this life
And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world
With arms wide open...

Brian McNight
Anytime
 
Why did they tear us  apart
With something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise son in my heart
Now more and more I wonder where you are

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you

Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice driving me insane
How I wish that you would call to say-ay-ay-ay...

Do I ever cross you mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you

No more loneliness and heartache
No more crying myself to sleep
No more wondering about tomorrow
Won't you come back to me, come back to me?

Do I ever cross you mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you

 

SANTANA

Why Don't You And I

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... and not right
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like your never going to come around
If I said it didn't matter then you know I'd lied


Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right 

So I so say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again'

When's this ever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any mom can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
And it's  not right
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like your never going to come around
If I said it didn't matter then you know I'd lied

So I so say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in


 


 

 
CREED
One Last Breath
 
Please come now I think Im falling
Im holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And Im trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But Im down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
Im six feet from the edge and Im thinking
That maybe six feet
Aint so far down

Im looking down now that its over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But Im down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
Im six feet from the edge and Im thinking
That maybe six feet
Aint so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe theres something left for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe theres something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
Im six feet from the edge and Im thinking
Edit


MONICA

For You I Will

When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time Promise you,
For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon (yeah, yeah)
I will be your hero your strength
anything you need (I will be..)
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time Promise you,
For you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me (put you're faith in me)
And I'll have to leave it be

I will cross the ocean for you (I will cross the ocean for you)
I will go and bring you the moon Promise you (Promise you)
For you I will, I will, I will, I will,

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need, (Anything you need)
I will be the sun in your sky (yeah, yeah)
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you (I promise you)
For you I will (Ooooh)
I promise you
For you I will

TRISHA YEARWOOD

How Do I ?

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh and I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold
Your my world,my heart, my soul
If you ever leave baby you would take away everything good in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How will I ever, ever survive
And how do I, ohh how do I
Oh how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in the sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
Ohh and I, baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave, baby you would take away everything
Good in my lie

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How will I ever,ever survive
And how do,ohhh how do I
Ohh how do I live

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything
Good in my life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe wothout you
If you ever go
How will I ever,ever survive
And how will I,
Ohh how will I live
Without you baby
How do I live without you baby
How do I live without you

3 DOORS DOWN
When I'm Gone
 
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...


So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone


Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

 

CHARLIE WILSON
Without You
 
Without you
Mmm...hmm...
It feels like a lifetime,
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right
Now youre so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart Ill always stay

Son, lately my sun doesnt shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you                       Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, son
Cause my sun doesnt shine,
Sun doesnt shine without you

This is more for me than for you
Ben, I always knew theres no substitute
For you and I son
Do you know how much I love you

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now youre so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Ben, lately my sun doesnt shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
Cause my sun doesnt shine,
Sun doesnt shine without you

WESTLIFE
Against All Odds
 
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace,
When I carried you inside me and took every breath,
With you, ooohhh,
You're the only one who matters to me
At all.


How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave,
Cause you've felt my laughter and the pain,
And you even felt the tears,
You're the only one who matters me at all.

So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
If you're coming back to me it's against all odds,
And that's what I've got to face.


I wish I could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry,
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why,
You're the only one who matters to me at all.


So take a look at me now,
There's just an empty space,
There's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face,
So take a look at me now,
So there's just an empty space,
But to wait for you is all I can do,
When that's what I've got to face.

Take a good look at me now,
Cause I'll be standing here,
 Standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds,
And that's the chance I've got to take.
Got to take
Got to take
Ooh
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now.

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